In 1999, my greatest desire was to create a beautiful expression of God in all His glory and manifestations by explaining and teaching the oneness and similarities of the world’s religions. Absolutely inspired, I founded a non-profit organisation and funded all my marketing and running costs myself and I felt adequately qualified to do this as a Eurasian born in 1956 in London. I called my concept the East meets West Peace Foundation (EmW).

The Dalai Lama and Archbishop Desmond Tutu saw my vision and graciously gave their names to my fledgling organisation, but it spectacularly failed. This was mainly because I was a single mother who could not travel to teach, show and point the way; and people simply did not understand what I meant by spiritual energy patterns in those days – i.e. beliefs about God, moral and social conditionings, etc. How we have evolved since the early part of this century!

In 2012, a series of events dramatically changed the way I viewed the world, and it was clear that I could not continue with my vision. If I could teach at all, it would have to come from a RADICALLY different perspective because I was living in an unknown world which I was attempting to understand and integrate. Again, I was a fledgling learning to fly over unknown waters as I adjusted body/mind to try to ground myself.

I have changed the old EmW to East meets West Peace Perspective and dropped the non-profit status. My website and my service is all that is required now, and it has started to feel wonderful and fulfilling as people are drawn to talk to me. Just recently, I was given the grace to sit face to face with a Zen Master and Professor of Zen studies in Japan who gave me instructions as to how to deepen my radical shift  so that I can be of complete compassionate and loving service. I willingly will do this because it is the greatest gift to me.

I offer you here a book I wrote before 2012 when I thought I knew my mission in order to serve.

Papa, Who Am I? 

Offered with love


But I know what you are thinking. Of course you are thinking that. So, I will tell you.

This is what happened.


I Just Got Up and Left